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velvetechos) wrote2002-12-08 08:31 pm
velvetechos) wrote2002-12-08 08:31 pm
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Well people. My heart has once again been mercilessly shoved through a meat grinder. Our lovely human race never does cease to amaze me with it's vast array of endlessly surprising (although at the same time not so surprising)ways to torture our meager and defenseless souls. No it's not a Martin thing, don't get all worked up. It's just a thing.
Anyways. In order to become not so upset I'm going back to the Balcony tonight. Maybe I'll get sloshed. Most likely will not. I have doggie obedience class tomorrow morning. So I guess I'll just go out dancing and pretend to be carefree. That is the constant in life right? Pretending to be carefree so as not to put on a damper on the mood of everybody else around you, because they are all working so hard at covering up their own problems.
Anyways. In order to become not so upset I'm going back to the Balcony tonight. Maybe I'll get sloshed. Most likely will not. I have doggie obedience class tomorrow morning. So I guess I'll just go out dancing and pretend to be carefree. That is the constant in life right? Pretending to be carefree so as not to put on a damper on the mood of everybody else around you, because they are all working so hard at covering up their own problems.