Stolen from Sony
Dec. 13th, 2002 11:16 am15 Years Ago I:
1. Was in 1st grade
2. Was obsessed with Mick Jagger
3. Was a total nerd
4. Collected catepillars
5. Was a tomboy
10 Years Ago I:
1. Started getting into fights at school
2. Wore my red flannel shirt almost everyday
3. Spent almost all my time on the telephone because my only real friend was some inner city kid that had to take a city bus from Hartford to Manchester for school, so I had nothing to do but talk to her on the phone, in my free time.
4. Began to realize that I didn't have to my homework if I didn't want to (I began to notice other kids not doing it), bad choice
5. Stopped caring so much
5 Years Ago I:
1. Had a drug problem
2. Was in the middle of a relationship with my first girlfriend (we dated for a few years)
3. Spent most of my time living under an overpass and not at home (I was a chronic runaway)
4. Had a mohawk *haha, but hey, it looked pretty cute*
5. Involved in Food Not Bombs, and into the San Francisco political punk movement
2 Years Ago I:
1. Dumped Martin
2. Had gone back to school
3. Got my third tattoo
4. Was working as a supervisor at Tower Records (I was there for almost a full two years)
5. Stopped doing speed
1 Year Ago I:
1. Was just about to break up with my girlfriend
2. Had no clue I'd be where I am right now
3. Decided on my long term career goal
4. Started to hate being around most of the people I was around in high school (I saw them still doing drugs, still being stupid, and not growing up)
5. Started thinking more and more about Martin
6 Months ago I:
1. Left my fiance for Martin (yes I had a girlfriend through the first half of my relationship with Chris, he knew)
2. Started looking for a house in Idaho
3. Left my job at Tower Records
4. Was in the middle of the first visit I'd had with my mother in over 7 years
5. Was having an extremely tough time at things
Yesterday I:
1. Went out with a friend for coffee and burritos
2. Saw 8 Mile with Martin (damn good movie)
3. Ate some salmon (yum)
4. Had trouble sleeping
5. Had a weird dream involving honey scented bath gel
Today I:
1. Woke up next to Martin
2. Took a bath/shower (I always start out in a bath, and read some, then take a shower)
3. got dressed (Deicide tee shirt and plain black slacks)
4. played with my doggie friends
5. got online
Tomorrow I:
1. Will probably wake up
2. Will probably clean the house a bit
3. Will hopefully finish my Christmas shopping
4. Will cook stew for dinner
5. Eventually will sleep
Five Places I've Lived:
1. Manchester, CT
2. Mountain View, CA
3. In the creek/under the overpass (usual runaway spot while living in CA)
4. Sunnyvale, CA
5. Caldwell, ID (current)
My Top Five Biggest Worries At the Moment:
1. Work
2. School
3. General future
4. General life
5. Going insane
My Top Five Biggest Joys At the Moment:
1. Martin finally acting normal again
2. Ronin, Jake and Astrid
3. Puzzel, Misfit and Persephone
4. Knowing I'll see Jen and Tina either this month or next
5. Drawing
1. Was in 1st grade
2. Was obsessed with Mick Jagger
3. Was a total nerd
4. Collected catepillars
5. Was a tomboy
10 Years Ago I:
1. Started getting into fights at school
2. Wore my red flannel shirt almost everyday
3. Spent almost all my time on the telephone because my only real friend was some inner city kid that had to take a city bus from Hartford to Manchester for school, so I had nothing to do but talk to her on the phone, in my free time.
4. Began to realize that I didn't have to my homework if I didn't want to (I began to notice other kids not doing it), bad choice
5. Stopped caring so much
5 Years Ago I:
1. Had a drug problem
2. Was in the middle of a relationship with my first girlfriend (we dated for a few years)
3. Spent most of my time living under an overpass and not at home (I was a chronic runaway)
4. Had a mohawk *haha, but hey, it looked pretty cute*
5. Involved in Food Not Bombs, and into the San Francisco political punk movement
2 Years Ago I:
1. Dumped Martin
2. Had gone back to school
3. Got my third tattoo
4. Was working as a supervisor at Tower Records (I was there for almost a full two years)
5. Stopped doing speed
1 Year Ago I:
1. Was just about to break up with my girlfriend
2. Had no clue I'd be where I am right now
3. Decided on my long term career goal
4. Started to hate being around most of the people I was around in high school (I saw them still doing drugs, still being stupid, and not growing up)
5. Started thinking more and more about Martin
6 Months ago I:
1. Left my fiance for Martin (yes I had a girlfriend through the first half of my relationship with Chris, he knew)
2. Started looking for a house in Idaho
3. Left my job at Tower Records
4. Was in the middle of the first visit I'd had with my mother in over 7 years
5. Was having an extremely tough time at things
Yesterday I:
1. Went out with a friend for coffee and burritos
2. Saw 8 Mile with Martin (damn good movie)
3. Ate some salmon (yum)
4. Had trouble sleeping
5. Had a weird dream involving honey scented bath gel
Today I:
1. Woke up next to Martin
2. Took a bath/shower (I always start out in a bath, and read some, then take a shower)
3. got dressed (Deicide tee shirt and plain black slacks)
4. played with my doggie friends
5. got online
Tomorrow I:
1. Will probably wake up
2. Will probably clean the house a bit
3. Will hopefully finish my Christmas shopping
4. Will cook stew for dinner
5. Eventually will sleep
Five Places I've Lived:
1. Manchester, CT
2. Mountain View, CA
3. In the creek/under the overpass (usual runaway spot while living in CA)
4. Sunnyvale, CA
5. Caldwell, ID (current)
My Top Five Biggest Worries At the Moment:
1. Work
2. School
3. General future
4. General life
5. Going insane
My Top Five Biggest Joys At the Moment:
1. Martin finally acting normal again
2. Ronin, Jake and Astrid
3. Puzzel, Misfit and Persephone
4. Knowing I'll see Jen and Tina either this month or next
5. Drawing