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Just thought I'd post an actual entry, instead of all these survey/picture fluff, to let everybody know how I'm doing! Since I haven't posted any actual content, well, since before Christmas I think.
So update.
Christmas went well, my mother and sister came out to celebrate with me. As on Thanksgiving, I ended up cooking the entire meal, but my cooking rocks, so it was yummy. Did a whole replay of the Thanksgiving meal.
Had to run to the airport so many times over the season it wasn't even funny. First, my mother's plane was 2 hours late getting in, so I sat around for that period. The next day, I went back to the airport to pick up Cheryl, sat around for 4 hours, found out she missed her flight, and had to leave and come back for her that evening. Fast forward one week, had to drop off Cheryl at the airport. Then go back twice that day, once so Ron could buy a ticket, then later to drop him off for his flight. Two days later. Dropping mother off at the airport. That makes for a grand total of 7 instances of airport insanity in 7 days. And it's about a 45 minute drive in each direction.
So house is now to myself. Kind of nice, kind of lonely.
New Years eve was interesting. Spent most of it playing with new addiction - Yu-Gi-Oh cards. Rest of time spent eating yummy bread dipped in spinach dip, and these little appetizers I made (wheat thin crackers with little peices of Colby-Jack cheese, avocado, and roast beef on top). Toasted chateux monet mixed with sprite and coconut rum at midnight.
Now it's 2003. Hmmm. What kind of tragedies await this year. Last year was terrible. It all seems like a big fog, lost father, left fiancee, left perfect job, left wonderful college, , visited Connecticut for first time in 7 years, saw mother for first time in 7 years, moved to buttfuck Idaho. All a big blur.

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[ x ] Spell your first name backwards- ikik
[ x ] The story behind your lj user name - I don't know really, that's also my member name for a lot of stuff, and my e-mail (velvetechos@eternalsilence.zzn.com)
[ x ] Are you a lesbian - bisexual, leaning towards woman, about 90/10
[ x ] Where do you live - In a house, on a street, in nowheresville!
[ x ] 4 words that sum you up -* artistic* *stubborn* *neurotic* *obsessive*
[ x ] Wallet - black leather hot pink cat on it
[ x ] Hairbrush - blue plastic with vents for blow dryer
[ x ] Toothbrush - crest multi-care
[ x ] Jewelry worn daily- white gold engagement ring on oppisite hand (Tried to give it back, he told me to keep it, it's gorgeous so I wear it), watch that Martin gave me, black choker with coffin hanging off it, or silver band with butterfly on it on my neck, and a little necklace with a skeleton covering his crotch. wrist thingies change all the time
[ x ] Pillow cover - I sleep with about 6 or 7 pillows. Mix of purple velvet, blue velvet, black cotton
[ x ] Blanket - Few different ones I change around, a grayish one with purple flowers, and a black cotton one. Dogs tore up my leopard print one[ x ] Coffee cup - If at home I usually use a black Harley Davidson cup.
[ x ] Sunglasses - purple tinted lense
[ x ] Underwear - Right now? Plain black silk boycut
[ x ] CD in stereo right now - Psychotica
[ x ] Tattoos - 5
Naked fairy on leaf on left bicep
Devil girl with angel wings (signifying a mixture of good and evil) with a bat, moon, and cloud background
White panther on one shoulderblade
Black panther on other shoulder blade
MSM on back
[ x ] Piercings - One cartiledge peircing in left ear, gotten with best friend
[ x ] What you are wearing now- Ozzy "Blizzard of Oz" tee shirt, undies, dark blue jeans, studded belt, fuzzy kitty slippers
[ x ] Hair - black shoulder length, bangs growing out, parted down the middle. I bought some Manic Panic After Midnight Blue hairdye, but I'm waiting to find out if it's ok at work.
[ x ] Makeup - I don't leave the house without eye makeup, lipstick optional to mood
[ x ] In my mouth - teeth and my tongue
[ x ] In my head- Twisted Sister lyrics
[ x ] Wishing - A lot of things
[ x ] After this - Taking doggies out
[ x ] Talking to- Ex-boyfriend Pete in IMs
[ x ] Eating - Nothing at the moment
[ x ] Fetishes - Fishnet, vinyl, vanilla scented stuff, hot pink
[ x ] If you could get away with it and murder anyone, who would it be and for what reason - That would be a tough choice, there's quite a few people I know deserving of death
[ x ] Person you wish you could see right now?- My Dad
[ x ] Is next to you - Sea Monkeys
[ x ] Some of your favorite movies - Life As A House, The Truth About Jane, Boys Don't Cry, Bram Stokers Dracula, Ed Gein, Silence of The Lambs, Hannibal, Red Dragon, Four Feathers, Gia, Gangs of New York, Notting Hill
[ x ] The last thing you ate - roast beef sandwhich with swiss cheese and avocado, no mustard or mayo, on wheat bread and strawberry yogurt
[ x ] Something that you are deathly afraid of- I'm not sure
[ x ] Do you like candles - I love them, especially vanilla scented ones
[ x ] Do you like hot wax - Definitely
[ x ] Do you like incense - Yup!
[ x ] Do you like the taste of blood - love it
[ x ] Do you believe in love - Believe in what? That it exsists? Of course
[ x ] Do you believe in soul mates - For some, not all.
[ x ] Do you believe in love at first sight - Love is a chemical reaction. So yes, it is possible at first sight.
[ x ] Do you believe in forgiveness - I really don't think asking if I believe in forgiveness is a properly stated question. Believing in something is acknowledging the exsistence of it.
[ x ] What do you want done with your body when you die- When I die, do whatever you want with my body
[ x ] Who is your worst enemy - I have a lot of people that I hate. Worst enemy? I don't know. Our freaking government I suppose
[ x ] If you could have any animal for a pet, what would it be - I love my animal friends, and I have enough, thank you
[ x ] What is the latest you've ever stayed up - Many many days
[ x ] Ever been to Belgium - No
[ x ] Can you eat with chopsticks - I can, and it's interesting, but, no it is not an art I am proficient in.
[ x ] What's your favorite coin - Quarters. And I HATE dimes. Can't stand them. They're deceiving. All the other coins, the size dictates the worth. But that tricksy little dime, well, it's smaller than the penny or the nickel, yet higher in value.
[ x ] What are some of your favorite candy - Godiva truffles
[ x ] What's something that you wish people would understand - The majority of the human race is disgustingly unintelligent. But what I wish they would understand? Well, it would depend on the individual, not the race on a whole
[ x ] What's something you wish you could understand better - My contradictory thinking
[ x ] What's one thing you want to make happen for tomorrow- Go and get my damned Idaho license, I've been driving on my CA far too long