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Alright. I'm in a bit of a better place today. Crashed out quite early last night, about ten o'clock, and woke up at 5:45 this a.m.

It looks a little cloudy out, which is a bit saddening, since I wanted to do some of my yardwork today, but, perhaps it won't rain.

I slept alone last night, for the first time in I don't know how long. That was kind of weird. I mean, while I was with JoJo, because of work schedules, I'd always fall asleep alone, but, I'd fall asleep knowing that while I was sleeping, he'd show up, and when I woke up he'd be there. That's a much different feeling, than knowing that you're totally alone, and slipping into a vulnerable, unconcious state of mind. No, not going there. I'm in a good mood right now. Yes, really quite happy. *superglues smile to face*

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I hate that feeling. That terrible feeling, of wanting somebody so badly that you can almost feel what it would be like to wrap your arms around them, but no matter how much you wish it, they just aren't there.