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It's Wednesday again. Feel like I was just saying that last week. Okay okay, stop kicking me.... anyway... seriously though, it does feel like time is going by rather quickly. And while am always waiting for the weekend (although Ki LOVES her job, the weekend is when get to do all my chores, and therefore look forward to it?!?!?), maybe should stop always looking forward to what's ahead, and just stop and enjoy what is now. Stop waiting, and stop looking forward, and just be in this moment.
Ki has a lot of things people her age would kill for, her own house that's paid off, a car that's paid off, a good job that she really enjoys, and a few close friends, that while she doesn't see them very often, actually care about her, and she about them. So why so empty all the time? Why always searching for something more? The material things don't matter so much, although gods, does Ki have enough material shit. Maybe that's it though. Maybe too many things. Maybe far too cluttered, and therefore stressed and unable to clear mind. Always worried about things out of my hands, like starving people, and hate, and the planet. It's just out of my hands, but it keeps me up at night, and am always on the verge of rambling about it. Ki does what she can, but it can't all be done by one person. Why can't we all care enough to help, if only a little? Why can't we all donate $5 or 5 minutes? Please? Someone? Ki'll point you in the direction of a charity if you wish.

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http://www.topendsports.com/testing/reactiontest.htm

Got this from britlover It's pretty fun. Tests your reaction time. Ki's average is .219

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Had an alright evening. Went out to coffee with Sean and azag_idummu. Ran into rbeaubrite, rogue_alchemist, and psychobat_13 there. Adore Sean, he's one of my new favourite five people. Have known him for a while now, but spent a lot of alone time with him today, which isn't something had previously done, and he really is a sweet sweet person, who does the most awesome impression of Glen Benton. Awesome vox box on this kid.
Ended up going to grab dinner at Merrits, saw other Cody over there, which was lovely. Now am going to try to pop off to bed.

This is making me a bit depressed.