velvetechos | ALL BY MYSEELLLLF!!! (crappy ballad voice)

ALL BY MYSEELLLLF!!! (crappy ballad voice)

Don't want to be....
All by myselllfffff anymooooore!!!!

Well shit. Martin is still plugged into EQ and it's 1:00 on Sunday. He's been there since 4:30 Friday, and on Thursday, only break between Thurs and Fri were sleep and school. I'd say it's as bad as heroin. I'd say I'm sick of this. I'd say I'm sure you are all sick and tired of hearing me piss and moan about the subject. I'd say I need to get a life. I'd say I should move to CT. I'd say I should go crawl under a rock and die somewhere. I'd say this entry is pointless. I'd say all of this, but since I'm marooned here in Idaho without a soul who cares, I have nobody to say any of this to.
Am I so dull that a digital interactive universe is so much more important than I?

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I say just dump the boy. A guy that does that will only get worse in time in other ways. Don't let yourself get hurt by staying with him.

I would explain to him that you understand he has a life and he likes to do such things as playing whatever it is, but you're in his life as well BECAUSE YOU LOVE HIM but feel as though you're beeing pushed under the table. If this business continues, he may need some time to grow up. XOOX

I agree there. That's what I was saying earlier to my friend, if he wanted a "guy weekend" that's great! I'd go out, I'd have fun, I'd do things, I'd be totally supportive, I feel smothered by people at times, and enjoy free time. I'd just like to know. I'd like it if people didn't break plans with me at the last minute. I'd like a phone call?

HEY! I care! I've been thinking about you since I woke up this morning! I haven't stopped thinking about you for even a second. Don't you ever think no one cares about you because I always will. And please don't move back to CT. Then how would I come and see you?

*HUG*
Lenore