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Have you ever thought there was someone so beautiful, so beautiful that it nearly blinded you, and everything they did that was wrong, seemed to fade away, turned white and blank until it was nonexistant. Outshined by that light that eminated from their beauty, they were all perfection.

Later things started to go wrong, and it disgusted you to see them. You still looked, but now it was a curious kind of looking, the same way doctors might stare at cancel cells, in horror and all magnified yet curious in their loathing. They were no longer beautiful, their smile that you treasured is now this guise that covers all their shortcomings, and you try to stamp out the putrid flesh eating disease that is threatening to destroy the thread of sanity you have remaining.

Car crash victim. Not the victim of the accident itself, or maybe you are - maybe you wrecked with them. Either way, you can't stop staring. You're holding up everybody else, and it doesn't even matter. Are you staring in awe or in agony?




Okay, now that is out of the way!! I'm off to meet Matt for Valentine's Day :D We already exchanged stuff last night, so today will just be going out for fun :) He made some really sweet framed pictures for me and a strawberry plant I will grow this spring and choccy, yay!