velvetechos | (no subject)

http://www.petatv.com/tvpopup/video.asp?video=free_me&Player=wm&speed=_med

This makes me want to kill myself. This makes me just want to fuckin kill myself. It's not even funny. What the hell is this? They're alive you know! Those are living creatures! And Ki's not going to sit here and lie to you and tell you she doesn't eat meat, but, what the fuck is wrong with those people? I swear to god I'm not a violent person, I'm not a cruel person, but if you could see how pissed I am right now. If you could see how frustrated. And if you think for one second if I could knew who any of the men in that video were I wouldn't be out there with a cat o nine covered in barbed wire taking a bunch of lashes out of them you're sadly mistaken. How could anybody do that? How could anybody take a living creature and treat them in that way? I can't even wrap my head around the idea of it. It seems impossible to me. Isn't that animal cruelty? Why isn't anybody doing anything about it?? I can't even understand it, or wrap my mind around it, it doesn't seem real, but I don't think that was faked. I'm confused. I'm dismayed. I want to blow my brains out, because I'm not grasping it. I don't know how to handle that. I can't even do anything about it, and I'm sitting here, and that's going on somewhere, and I'm not doing anything about it.