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velvetechosI didn't mean for that last entry to sound so harsh. It's not like I'm totally flakey, and now like this other girl and don't love Martin. I just meant that I'm hurt by the way Martin's been acting, and she's being so sweet, and she's exactly the type of person I always fall for.
To make it worse, it's now 11:33am the next day, and Martin's name has been signed onto Everquest since 5:00pm yesterday evening. He's still playing. I can tell he hasn't stopped, because AIM tells you how long somebody's been online. That's about 18 hours straight of playing. The last time I saw him was on Tuesday, and now it's Saturday, and for people who are dating, I don't mind seeing just somebody once or twice a week, but it's different, when you've been with them for on and off for about five years, and you'd see them 4 or 5 times a week, and then they get some video game and drop off the face of this Earth, and literally stand you up for your plans. Could you believe the last time I saw him, it was because I picked him up from school, and then he had to rake his Grandfather's yard, so I went over and helped him. Then we watched a movie, went to sleep, and the next day he went to school, went home, and played EQ, I saw him for about 15 minutes that next day. And those are the two times I saw him this week.
Grrr
On to happier subjects. I'm drinking coconut rum and coke again. Drinking at 11:30am on a Saturday morning. Isn't life grand? Hah.
Well so far today, I've walked the dogs, hung out with the dogs, and glared at my buddylist. My sis has also just gotten back from CA, but she's sleeping.
OH yeah. and she brought Krispy Kreme donuts with her, so I had one of those. Yum.
I'm off to sulk and decide what to do.
To make it worse, it's now 11:33am the next day, and Martin's name has been signed onto Everquest since 5:00pm yesterday evening. He's still playing. I can tell he hasn't stopped, because AIM tells you how long somebody's been online. That's about 18 hours straight of playing. The last time I saw him was on Tuesday, and now it's Saturday, and for people who are dating, I don't mind seeing just somebody once or twice a week, but it's different, when you've been with them for on and off for about five years, and you'd see them 4 or 5 times a week, and then they get some video game and drop off the face of this Earth, and literally stand you up for your plans. Could you believe the last time I saw him, it was because I picked him up from school, and then he had to rake his Grandfather's yard, so I went over and helped him. Then we watched a movie, went to sleep, and the next day he went to school, went home, and played EQ, I saw him for about 15 minutes that next day. And those are the two times I saw him this week.
Grrr
On to happier subjects. I'm drinking coconut rum and coke again. Drinking at 11:30am on a Saturday morning. Isn't life grand? Hah.
Well so far today, I've walked the dogs, hung out with the dogs, and glared at my buddylist. My sis has also just gotten back from CA, but she's sleeping.
OH yeah. and she brought Krispy Kreme donuts with her, so I had one of those. Yum.
I'm off to sulk and decide what to do.
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Date: 2002-11-16 12:53 pm (UTC)no subject
Date: 2002-11-16 02:08 pm (UTC)