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Apr. 18th, 2004
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Apr. 18th, 2004 01:44 pm*feels giddy and stupid*
Well, here's how Ki looks today. Icey Hot is rubbed into the back of my neck and shoulders, and am feeling fan-fucking-tastic.
My hand is still tingling from where shook hands with Chris fucking Barnes. That guy has just been my f'in hero for the last freaking decade. You can tell Ki's excited, because Ki almost never curses, and am punctuating everything with the f'in.
Well, Ki presents to you, my patented ( in pain, look like shit, feel great, post-concert pic )
Well, here's how Ki looks today. Icey Hot is rubbed into the back of my neck and shoulders, and am feeling fan-fucking-tastic.
My hand is still tingling from where shook hands with Chris fucking Barnes. That guy has just been my f'in hero for the last freaking decade. You can tell Ki's excited, because Ki almost never curses, and am punctuating everything with the f'in.
Well, Ki presents to you, my patented ( in pain, look like shit, feel great, post-concert pic )
Ki's going to leave this entry public, even though it's a very personal subject matter. Mostly because it's somewhat of a good lesson to those of you kids out there, that think everything is just harmless fun.
That's it, heh, just gave in. Just took two Tylenol. Ki detests painkillers, and for a very good reason. Usually she will not put any kind of painkillers or medication into her system. This is about to lead to a very long post, and oddly enough, though the content is painful, Ki is not depressed. Thinking that am finally maybe starting to be able to let this go? ( sometimes it's never enough )
That's it, heh, just gave in. Just took two Tylenol. Ki detests painkillers, and for a very good reason. Usually she will not put any kind of painkillers or medication into her system. This is about to lead to a very long post, and oddly enough, though the content is painful, Ki is not depressed. Thinking that am finally maybe starting to be able to let this go? ( sometimes it's never enough )
